Autism: I Just Want a Normal Child

Autism: I just want a normal kid!

Parents of Children with Autism Stages of Grief
I hear this so often in my line of work, “I just want a normal kid!” In a way it breaks my heart; but then again I get it. I can relate and have even said those words in my head hundreds of times. I just want a normal kid…
A saying I often tell parents, and something that finally resonated with me and truthfully allowed me to look at it from a whole new way was God does not call the qualified, He qualifies the called. Oh how that took so long to fully sink in and surrender to. And how I still at times find myself falling down and saying that “normal” word.
I find myself wanting “normal” when I am stressed and frustrated at my child; when I think he is not acting as he should be acting. I find myself feeling embarrassed at his actions or frustrated that I cannot control the overall situation. But then when I sit back and think about it, I realize I am acting rather selfishly, as I am only considering my own thoughts and feelings. My son is who he is, and I need to be thankful for that and work to meet his needs while still keeping him accountable to the given expectations that life holds.

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There are times I grieve for my son and his diagnosis of Autism. I want him to be able to experience all that life holds and the many treasures that life experiences can allow for. However I also realize that he gets the pleasure of experiencing things that I cannot because of his diagnosis. He has an amazing mind and imagination that I am not able to understanding and comprehend; he will say to me how sad it is that I cannot think like him. We are all blessed with our own gifts in life; he has his and I have mine.

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What can parents do who feel like they just want a normal child?
1) Find the “normal” within your child and LOVE that normal! That is who your child is, be in love with that and treasure each waking moment while you can.
2) Pray and ask God for wisdom and strength to love your child for who they are. As parents we all have dreams about how our children will be. We want our boys to be football players and our girls to be a princess. When our dreams are shattered by an Autism diagnosis (or any other diagnosis), we are devastated. Ask God to help you understand and be changed for the new normal.
3) Find others who can help you and encourage you daily. These might be prayer partners, family members, friends, etc. It is ok to share your thoughts and feelings to those around you who will listen to you!
4) Tell your child that you love them. If you are able to hug and kiss them, do it. If not, blow them a kiss or do it while they are sleeping.
Again, be encouraged by your child, not discouraged. And if you are feeling discouraged, find help. Having a child with special needs is a lot to deal with on a daily basis. It never hurts to seek out professional help with a therapist or ask your doctor for some advice. Most importantly, qualify yourself to be the best you can be for your child!

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Jen Edwards, MA LMHCA

jen@beautifulautism.com

http://www.beautifulautism.com

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